Hey ya'll,
I am sorry that I have been gone so long. I just have been crazy busy with company this summer and looking for jobs and college to go to. There hasn't been anything big that has happened really, but I do have some news to report. My Aunt Dorothy, who is my mawamw's sister and between her and my Aunt Linda, (one of her other sisters) they are all that is left of my mawmaw's brothers and sisters and once Aunt Dorothy goes it won't be long until Aunt Linda follows sadly, that's the feeling we have anyway and we haven't been wrong about those really, my family I mean. My mom is down in my hometown (also where I graduated from) until she does pass and she is going to stay and help with the services and everything, I am not going though... I can't handle it; it just resurfaces some things that I still have to deal with in regards to mawmaw (They are almost identical, my Aunt Dorothy and MawMaw.) I still have a lot of unresolved issues with it comes to her but I deal with those a little at time, I think if I tried to deal with them all at once it would kill me.... plus it doesn't help that my mother acts like death only effects her, so I am not going. Good news though, I did meet someone, we're like together without a label right now but he makes me happy and I am hoping that everything keeps going well, but as of the bad news, one of the friends I had come visit me, has been my best friend, through everything for many years.... and I am pretty sure that, that friendship is over. I do not even know who she is anymore, the person she is becoming is not someone she would have liked just three years ago, but maybe she wasn't meant to be in my life forever, who knows but yeah ,so that is sad but I am dealing with it. Anyway, I can't think of much else to report besides that I am thinking of stopping this blog, at least temporarily if not permenatly. I love blogging and all, even though I don't have audience; but I just don't have anything to report right now, I am just trying to start my life.. I am not sure but then again I am not sure about most things these days... I will give ya'll a final answer soon... Well I hope ya'll are having a wonderful day!
-Kaylan
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