School and Moving!

So
I am done with my time at SHS everyone and I could not be more excited about that! I passed all my classes and I now have 25 credits! Holy Crap that's a lot! I am moving in January and I have about a week until the movers come and pack up my house, I'll still have my computer, no worries and internet access the whole time. I'll still update! Thanks yall!
Merry Christmas!!
-Kaylan

Warm Wishes on the Holidays!

I hope everyone had a wonderful holiday! I loved spending time with my family and I can't wait to be with my family so very soon. I got the chance to talk to my babe and that was amazing, he messaged me just to tell me he loved me, made me smile SO big! I hope everyone had an amazing Holiday! and I got a new LAPTOP so I can post more often now! Thanks for being understand ya'll!
-Kaylan

Bullying...

So I know everyone who has a blog has some type of blog about bullying... welp... here is mine. I've been bullied since I was very young, about 4th grade. I developed MUCH faster than most girls and was out of training bra and into a real B-cup sized bra at that age, plus I started menstruating... I know that's TMI. I also started to gain weight, I was always super thin up until that point and then I just started to put on weight, a little at a time but over the years it got worse and as girls caught up in development and my growth stopped ( I was also the tallest girl in my class until about 6th grade) and other girls caught up to me, the bullying got worse, I would be told things like "You're so fat that your bra just squeezes it together and makes you look like you have boobs" or "You HAVE to stuff your bra" or "You're a fat ass", etc. Kids were awful to me and it got worse the older I got, when I started to like boys well my weight was no help, other skinny little girls had boyfriends (looking back now I know that young it shouldn't matter) and I was also just the one who never really went to the cool places to hang out or had very many friends. I began to be very introverted and I learned very quickly to work on my own and I still to this day would rather work on my own than in a group of people.
As I got older it continued to get worse kids would make whale noises as I walked by or elephant noises or boom sounds as I stepped or would push/shove me etc. So for the longest time I was a bully, I had a specific group of friends all who were inferior to me in one way or another and I was pretty much in charge and I loved that. I loved knowing that these people wouldn't make fun of me etc. I eventually stopped and just learned to deal with it and I've become a strong woman today because what I've been through, now I NEVER go out of my way to hurt someone's feelings or be rude to someone, there are people I don't get along with of course. I used to be super quite so I'm pretty much the opposite of how I was then. I'm loud, opinionated and I really don't care what anyone has to say about it. I'm a strong minded, strong willed woman who won't settle for less than she deserves, but I am still bullied and left out by my group of people. I mean I love them but now I pay no mind to it so yeah. I do stand up for myself. If they give me attitude or are rude to me and I can tell they are trying to be rude, I snap back at them and It's funny when I see the look on their face but anyway, yeah bullying sucks... seriously... it caused major depression for me and a long time for me to even like myself and I'm still working on me.... So yeah...
-Kaylan