This is getting REALLY old!

Hey ya'll

    So as I posted in my last blog, I called my high school for a SECOND time for a copy of transcripts (at least I think I told ya'll...) She said if I sent her another email with the photos of my ID card that she would send them out the next morning and that was a week ago! This is really getting on my nerves now... I want to start school and I can't until they do their job! I know I no longer attend Hancock but I had to (unfortunately) graduate from that school that always employs the "good ole boy" program... I made the best of it and I was glad to just to graduate I didn't care where it was from... not that I really had a choice.. it was either graduate their where I would be near family or move to Texas where I am and know NO ONE and go to school being a STRANGER.... again. But this is really bugging me now, so if my mother and I get to home after Christmas I am going up to the school and I am not leaving until I have sealed copy in my hand since they can't seem to do their job right! I mean really... THE GUIDANCE OFFICE DOESN'T EVEN OPEN UNTIL AFTER NOON... AT A SCHOOL WITH LIKE 3000 KIDS....!!! WHAT KINDA CRAP IS THAT?! It's stupid, so not only did I have to wait to call them I have twice now and I do not know why I have yet to receive them.. I am also going to sit down and have a talk with someone and handle my business because, yeah I graduated but if I call and ask for my transcripts... that is your job honey bun! Ugh Rant over!!! In other news, I am not really feeling the Christmas Spirit like I wish I was... I am doing much better after my kidney stone last week and haven't had to take a lot of the heavy pain meds they gave me. I am going with my parents today to get a few things for the house and I am kinda excited because I never go anywhere. Lol I am also so close to being done with my niece's blanket I started making about a month ago so we will see how she likes it! Other than that there isn't much else to report on!
Have a blessed day!
-Kaylan

I had to call...

So,

I ended up having to call HHS to get my transcripts sent out, she said she'd sent them before and if she did or not I did not receive them. I had to resend the email again and attach the photos of my IDs once again which wasn't that big of deal seeing as I still had them. Other then that there isn't much going on... I did get baptized and I'm not sure why I was ever nervous because it was nothing like I expected but I am glad that I did it and that I can watch it anytime I want since we recorded it. I should be starting college in January and I'm just ready to start at this point and not even really excited or nervous about it, I just am ready to get my life started, I like always am still applying to jobs with no luck so far but hopefully I can find one soon at least on that is temporary so I can get some type of experience and that way someone will hire me a different time! My cousin had her baby boy, Gabriel Christian! He is such a cutie I love him already and I haven't even met him yet which I can NOT wait to do! Well there isn't much else to report on.
Have a blessed day...
-Kaylan

Applying for jobs and re-emailing for my transcripts!

Hey ya'll!

    So I've had some things going on lately! Good things! For one.... I have decided to be baptized  I am a little nervous about it but I know that I need to and that it's the best thing for me. Also, I just applied for three jobs so I am really hoping to hear back from one of them at least if not more! I am also emailing again tonight for my transcripts so that I can get them asap! Anyway there really isn't anything else going on other than that but I figured I would update ya'll!
Have a blessed night!
-Kaylan

Transcripts and college!

So,

I know I just posted the other day and I usually don't post this often but I honestly just felt like typing, lol.
I am going to be emailing to get my transcripts tomorrow and then as soon as I get them in I am applying to FASFA and then I will be picking 3 maybe 4 classes so that way I can kind of dip my toes in and see how well I can do and get the hang of college. I am still looking for a job but not as seriously, so that's good news I suppose. I rearranged my room and I am so glad I did, I have so much more room and I actually feel like... It's a decent sized room as to before it just seemed so tiny that you could barely move, and I am doing all that I can do keep it picked up! I have a bad habit of just throwing things on the floor when I am tired so we will see how that goes! I am getting so excited to start college but also scared I am sooo hoping to go home to Mississippi for Christmas so I can see my best friend my niece, also my newest little cousin will be arriving around December 26th and I am beyond excited to meet him, it's been a little more than 6 years since we have had a baby around so I know everyone will be enjoying it! I have still been going to church and bible study and praying more and I am so much happier than I was before and I have peace and I am just so thankful to have the Lord in my life! Anyway, So I am going to go to the apple store to get my iPhone replaced! My lock button doesn't work all the time and my phone isn't charging correctly; it will stay at 5,6,7% etc for the longest time and then it will go backwards before it charges like it's supposed to and I am lucky enough to have the apple care plan and just be able to go get it replaced! So I will be doing that sometime this week hopefully but if not this week then on the weekend! Anyway, I am exhausted so I am going to head to bed!
Have a blessed night!
-Kaylan(:

Change, Change, Change!

Hey again ya'll!

     So, there has been quite a bit that has gone on in the two months I have been MIA. I am sorry about that by the way, I honestly just didn't have anything blog about...Lol, well I am going to be getting my transcripts soon so I will be able to start college, yay and super scary at the same time! Lol, I know I can do it though. Rodrigo and I are no longer together but it is what it is. I am alright with it, I miss him a little bit but I am keeping busy. Anyway, I have been going to church more and praying more as well and I can see how much God has changed my life already and I am so beyond thankful for that! I have been up all night, and I did not wake until... about  4pm yesterday so I am going to stay up for as long as I possibly can today so that way I can get some much needed things done! I am going to go through clothes and really clear out what I do, and do not wear and also what I need and don't, I tend to hold on to things I don't really need out of fear that if I get rid of it, then I will need it and I won't have it but it's irrational, so I am going to do some major cleaning today. I am getting more and more excited to start college, I am still considering nursing but I am also considering becoming a crime scene investigator even though my mother doesn't think I should do that, I can see her point but that stuff has kind of always peaked my interest. Anyway, I suppose I am going to get ready for my day of cleaning.!
Have a blessed day ya'll!
-Kaylan

Such a good day.....NOT!

Hey Ya'll,

           So today... I am not having a good day, as the title says and I just need to talk about it and since I have no friends really and my boyfriend is playing soccer, I am going to just blog about it. I feel really alone today, my mom is in Mississippi with my family, (she's coming home tomorrow) and all I have here in the house is all boys and I know I can talk to my dad but I don't really wanna talk to my dad about something I feel stupid about as it is. I am not going go into a lot of detail because of certain people who may or may not read the blog. I just feel like I am stupid for feeling the way that I feel. I know I am high maintenance emotionally and I hate that about myself and I am working on it but I also feel like I am not totally unjustified in my feelings. These feelings aren't from no where, I have a reason for them that I think it a good reason, or maybe again I am just being unreasonable. I know that both are possibly the case. In my past relationships, I was never first... or even in the top 3 sometimes in the top 5. I don't want to be first, I don't want someone's life to revolve around me... I just wanted to be part of it! I've let my life revolve around someone before and it was no good, it ended bad and I was crushed so I want to have a life of my own apart from my relationship and I want him to have his as well, but that doesn't mean that I don't want to be a big part of it. Anyway, I know I am just complaining and I normally don't and I don't like too but I need to vent or I am going to go INSANE! Alright, well I think I might be done... and I do feel a little better so now I am just going to rearrange my room and see if that helps to keep my mind busy! I hope ya'll's day is going better than mine!

-Kaylan

College??

Hey ya'll!!

     So I was right in my last blog, I was to late to start on the "first" day most people have but yesterday (8/26) I went to the education center on post and got some information about colleges with two year programs here locally and today... I applied! I felt so crazy but I did it! Tomorrow I have to call the school I graduated from to get a sealed copy of my transcript and then soon after I have to apply for fasfa and I should be started school in late October! I am so excited, a little scared but yeah... WAY EXCITED! I can't wait to become a nurse... it might take 4 years but really.. that's not that long! I thought that when I started high school and if you go back and read my previous blogs you can see that looking back on it, it was just like... a blink of my eye! So yes, I am sooo looking forward to start college and get the party going!

I do have some sad news though :( Well sad to me, I have to miss my best friend's baby girl's birthday party :( I hate that, but I am going to send her something and face time with her for sure on the day of her birthday! It's only been like two and half months ago but it feels like forever :( the good thing though is that next time my mom goes home, I am probably going to go with her so I can see my family! Well, it is getting pretty late here and I want to get up early tomorrow so I am going to get!
-Kaylan

I've decided and good news!!

Hey ya'll!

     So I thought I'd let you in, I have decided to keep making blogs, even if I don't have much of an audience. I am making these for me. So my news, I met someone, not the guy from before... we decided to go our own ways. I met someone here, he is amazing and I'm excited to see what happens between he and I in the future. I am looking into colleges but I can't get in anywhere this semester it is looking like, but that's whatever I suppose. I am still job hunting with no luck! Things are still tough but I am making it through. I have been going to church and praying more and I think that has a lot to do with it.
Have a great day!!

-Kaylan

Bad News, Good News, Sad News...

Hey ya'll,

I am sorry that I have been gone so long. I just have been crazy busy with company this summer and looking for jobs and college to go to. There hasn't been anything big that has happened really, but I do have some news to report. My Aunt Dorothy, who is my mawamw's sister and between her and my Aunt Linda, (one of her other sisters) they are all that is left of my mawmaw's brothers and sisters and once Aunt Dorothy goes it won't be long until Aunt Linda follows sadly, that's the feeling we have anyway and we haven't been wrong about those really, my family I mean. My mom is down in my hometown (also where I graduated from) until she does pass and she is going to stay and help with the services and everything, I am not going though... I can't handle it; it just resurfaces some things that I still have to deal with in regards to mawmaw (They are almost identical, my Aunt Dorothy and MawMaw.) I still have a lot of unresolved issues with it comes to her but I deal with those a little at time, I think if I tried to deal with them all at once it would kill me.... plus it doesn't help that my mother acts like death only effects her, so I am not going. Good news though, I did meet someone, we're like together without a label right now but he makes me happy and I am hoping that everything keeps going well, but as of the bad news, one of the friends I had come visit me, has been my best friend, through everything for many years.... and I am pretty sure that, that friendship is over. I do not even know who she is anymore, the person she is becoming is not someone she would have liked just three years ago, but maybe she wasn't meant to be in my life forever, who knows but yeah ,so that is sad but I am dealing with it. Anyway, I can't think of much else to report besides that I am thinking of stopping this blog, at least temporarily if not permenatly. I love blogging and all, even though I don't have audience; but I just don't have anything to report right now, I am just trying to start my life.. I am not sure but then again I am not sure about most things these days... I will give ya'll a final answer soon... Well I hope ya'll are having a wonderful day!
-Kaylan

Texas, Summer, and Friends!

Hey!
   
        So I know it has been a while but I have been super busy with this that, you know the usual; birthday parties, weddings, hanging out with my friends. I've been looking for a job and for schools around here with no luck so far but I am going to have to continue to look. My best friend Bridgette and her baby girl Gracie Ann are down here visiting me for a while before Bridgette has to go back to school to do her SENIOR YEAR! WHOOP! I know she is stoked because that is the whole reason I ever started blogging. My other best friend is coming down for the fourth of July weekend and I am so excited but nothing much to report other than that!
Hope ya'll are having an amazing summer!!!
-Kaylan

I graduate tomorrow...

   

     So,
            I am laying here and as tired as I am, I can not sleep. I feel excited, happy, nervous and sad. I can't believe this part of my life is over. I can not wrap my head around the fact that I worked so hard all of the years I was in school and now it's over. It will never ever be like it didn't happen; I have to many emotional scars to prove to myself that it did, and some physical ones to go along with the emotional. I remember starting high school. I was terrified. I did not know how I was going to go through what seems to be the longest four years of your life without my best friend, but I did. I made it through the storm and I made it through in one piece, well mostly anyway. That was four years ago but it feels like two weeks ago. It feels like I was just on my way home from orientation crying because I was going to do this without anyone and I had to do it and I would; and I did. I remember feeling it was going to be impossible and then freshmen year was over and I survived it, and I was alright and I was going to continue to be, even after having my world shattered by my first love. For those of you who don't know or haven't experienced it yet, imagine having not just your world but you down to the core of your being, being shattered and your world literally falling apart. I had to not only put myself back together but I had to find out who I was again, when I had just figured it out. I told myself that if I could get through that, I could get through anything and I can. Sophomore year was  pretty uneventful besides my moving to Germany. Junior year was hard for me emotionally but as of the work and classes it wasn't awful and I was so stoked to have one more year left and now that year is over. Senior year, was by far the easiest when it comes to everything, emotional, physical and school. I moved back to America but I was so excited about that I almost kissed the tar mat when we landed. The work was not hard, the change was easy to deal with and I for the most part, had a good time senior year but now it's all over. The four years I thought I could never do, the four years I looked forward to when I was in fourth grade, going I only have five years until I am in high school and then nine until I am done and now I am done with high school and I will. I am so excited but so nervous!!
-Kaylan

Tomorrow is my LAST DAY OF HIGH SCHOOL!

Like the title says,

Tomorrow is my last day of high school and I'm honestly kinda mixed about it. I am excited, sad, happy, and anxious! I am just so, overwhelmed with emotion. It doesn't seem real... at all. I just... am.... yeah lol I don't know. I've got a blog planned after graduation, it's going to be... monumental, at least for me! I'm kind of taking my last "school night" in. I am going to dress up tomorrow though, I want... I want to look cute and feel good about myself, walking out my high school doors for the last time as a student. I have senior assembly on Friday but it's not really that big for me, I won't be in the slideshow but that's fine I suppose. I've been to four high schools in my entire 4 years in high school so not being known is not new for me and it honestly doesn't bother me. There is to much about to happen for me, and to much that I am going to do in my life to worry about not being in the senior slide show. Yeah, I was cute kid, so why do I need to put all of them to shame with my adorable baby/toddler/kid self? Psh, It's alright, I'll let them keep their self-esteems. :p Anyway, a few of my friends want me to go so that is why I am going mainly, it's not going to be all teary eyed for me or anything, graduation will be for me. I don't have any real connections to any high schools, I went to Schweinfurt for the longest but I hated it so I'm not really sad to not be graduation from there. I have more ties to Pickering. I grew up in Louisiana, well Louisiana and Mississippi but I spent most of my school years there. I was there in preschool-8th grade (not counting 1st, was in Mississippi) I spent 10 years at school in Pickering and I would have known the people I was graduating with and it would have meant so much more to me. The Lord had other plans though and I ended right here, where my life began for the first time, and now it's beginning again; metaphorically speaking of course. This chapter in my life is over and I am starting something totally new, completely new uncharted territory for me. College, and then the rest of my life. It wont be long I'm sure when I look back on my life and think "When did I become my mother?" (Hopefully in some ways I won't) I'm kind of sad but at the same time I know the part of my life I am about to start is going to be so much rewarding for me and I am going to enjoy it so much more than the dreaded middle school and high school years. I wasn't one of those super popular kids and I always had issues trying to fit in somewhere, I never seemed to, even with my friends, I only have one person who has ever gotten me totally and she is not with me all the time, though she is coming down for graduation. The kids who are super popular in high school and have a great time, that's awesome for them but that will probably be there peak in life and I haven't even begun to have mine but once I do, it will be amazing and it will last for the rest of my life hopefully. I am so looking forward to college and I think I will love it, so I am praying I am right. Anyway, I think I have given you enough to read for tonight, so I am going to get off here...
Have a great night!
-Kaylan

"Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together" -Marilyn Monroe

Last Monday and Exemptions!

Hey Ya'll


So this is actually kinda cool because I'm blogging from school! I am in second block of the day (we have four) and I am exempt from this class so I can sleep all block or play on the computer, I choose to play on the computer! This is the last day I will have this class though, the last time I will have a first and second block to go to! It's bittersweet. I'm excited, happy, sad, nervous, scared and so much more; with graduation being so close I am looking back on the things I wish I could have done, the things I wish I wouldn't have done and the things I would go back and change in a second if I could. I didn't have a great high school experience but there have been worse I am more than certain of that. I've been to four high schools and four years, moved from the south to north (never having been out of the south) and then to another country and I've managed (mostly anyway) to hold myself together and I've gotten through it with my best friend and some other good friends I've made along the way.
We made cookies in my art class aka my first block and I was like yummy! I'll insert a photo for ya'll when I get home. I am also making ice cream in my fourth block so yummy!!!
I do not have to be here tomorrow at all! But I do have to be here on Wednesday to take my third block exam, but I am not worried and I'm confident that I will do well and it will help my grade for sure!
Anyway, sorry the unusually long blog but thanks for reading!!!
Have a spiffy day!

-Kaylan


"The only limitations you have are the ones you give yourself" -Steven Harper

Last Week of High School..

Ya'll

I am not sure how to feel about this.... I'm so excited and so sad at the same time. I can't wait to be done but there are so many things I would go back and do differently. I moved 4 times in high school, that was hard enough, through the classes, friends, enemies, teachers, rude people, tears etc... I am just... I don't know how to feel about this... and next week is graduation! I want to cry just thinking about it!!!

My SENIOR prom today!

Hey ya'll!

I just wanted to make this quick little blog! Prom is today and I could not be more excited! I have waited so long for this and it's finally here!! I've got the perfect dress, and the perfect shoes. The sun is shining and it's beautiful outside! I just could NOT be any happier than I am right now! Well I hope ya'll proms, whenever they are either are amazing or were amazing!
Love ya'll!
-Kaylan

Prom, Graduation, School

So yesterday on the 13th of April, I went dress shopping for prom, I ended up going to 4 different places and I got to the last place within 30 minutes of them closing and I ended up walking out of there having purchased a dress I am IN LOVE with and I am not SO EXCITED for prom! The dress is simple but it's beautiful  I can not wait to share it with ya'll! I won't be posting pictures though until after prom! Sorry!! Anyway, yesterday was nothing short of amazing! My mom and I had a day to ourselves that we desperately needed... We had breakfast and then went shopping, stopped at Sonic for a limemade and then continued, once we were done dress shopping we purchased the two different pairs of shoes I will be wearing, and the jewelry as well as the clutch. We went to eat and then to walmart and did not end up getting home until 12:12am... We were exhausted!!! Anyway, moving on! So Graduation is in 30 days ( not counting weekends) and counting... I am doing everything I can to make sure my grades stay up and that I do well. School is alright though, I am excited to be done though! I just can't wait!
Have an awesome day!!
-Kaylan

Meridian, Spring Break, & Partying (:

Hey Ya'll!

So I am on spring break! Woot!! And I am in Meridian with my Aunt to help her with my cousin. Alyssa who is eight, has a hard time when she is away and since I am so nice and on vacation I am here with them for three days, we were here Tuesday, Wednesday and we will be here for some of tomorrow and then we are going to get my other little cousin Allie from her mamas and then we are heading home and I will have Thursday night, Friday, Saturday and Sunday at home and I will be spending it with some new friends and a new guy I met, as Tj and I are no longer together, I just didn't announce it because it wasn't a big deal, we just decided not to be together anymore as we were no longer working but hey, it's life and I've moved on and he and I are great friends.! Well anyway, yeah I am excited to get back and I can't wait to graduate!! I hope ya'll having a great night!
-Kaylan

 

The last nine weeks, research paper & 47 days!

Hey ya'll!

Like normal I've been busy with school and everything I have to do afterwards, but I wanted to blog to tell ya'll I contacted the woman I want to do my senior portraits and I am so excited!! Plus, prom is in a little over a month and while I am super excited I am also kind of sad because this will be my LAST high school event besides graduation, which I'm not sure counts! Ha! I remember being in 9th grade and promising myself I was going to go to football games and hangout with friends and go to parties and I not ONE time did any of those things, I've had a very boring high school career but I suppose that's better than having a bad one.
With graduation only 47 days I am really starting to look back and wishing I'd done things differently and realizing the things I have to do now to get my life on track after high school and it's scary.! I feel like I just started my senior year and it's almost over! I could cry, but not yet, I am sure I will cry plenty on graduation day!

Weekend!

This weekend is going to be better than most! I am determined!! Lol! The week was short but it was a very long week emotionally and I'm so glad to not have to deal with these people for two days!! Woot Woot! I am going mudding today with one of my good friends and I'm excited as I've never been. The only thing is it's gonna be a bit chilly today I have to make sure to bring something to cover my arms even though I'm sure I wont need it for long! I hope everyone's week was good and that everyone enjoys their weekend!
Have a great day!!
-Kaylan

Just Blogging

Things have been going well for the most part, the days go by faster at school the closer graduation gets here! Prom is in April and I am browsing online for the type of dress I want. I am ordering my class ring soon as well and will hopefully have it asap once it's actually ordered, I am also going to email a woman about my senior portraits so I can put out graduation invites! I am getting so excited to be done with school, the only thing I am worried about at the moment is my research paper because I literally have been there for zero of it but I am going to have to start picking it up and working on it! I remember my first blog a couple days before school started and I am just shocked at how fast time has flown by. I am down to 3 months as of today till graduation and that is so crazy to me! I just am beyond excited! I could cry! I have waited for this for so long and I have so many feelings regarding this, I feel excited, scared, relieved, worried and all of the emotions you can think of but it's a good thing. I am ready to spread wings, the only question is if my parents will let me go :p
Anyway, I am off to bed!
Have a great night!

So! I have returned!

Hey Ya'll!

I know I have been gone for a while but I should be back now that things have settled down A LOT! I have had, a lot of doctor appointments lately! But I am okay, I have a fractured my wrist but it's no biggie. I am doing well in school and I am pretty sure I aced two tests I took today considering I didn't have to really think about ANY of the questions on there and I didn't study, so I will let ya'll know how I did once I know the grades I got on the tests. I have been going through a lot in my personal life and I'm kind of getting back on my feet now. I am not going to stay on here to long though as it's 12:37am and I have to be up in 5 hours! Well I will be blogging more now, I promise! /

Have a wonderful night guys!
-Kaylan!

Falling Apart...

I thought moving down here with my family would be the right thing to do for me, but it's not seeming that way. My dad is leaving to go to school soon and I still have no license  car or anything. I may get to start school tomorrow, not only that TJ has been AWOL. I am literally feeling like I have no one to talk to, my mom won't let me do ANYTHING I am trying to start to my life and literally being suffocated down, I just don't know what to do anymore, and some other plans have... are ruined now. I just am tried of this stuff. I wish I had someone to be there for me.

-Kaylan

Sooo

Soo I should be enrolled in school soon as much as I do not want to be. I just... ugh... am not having a good time here, I found out my mom and brother are going to stay for 4 months and today my mom told me to get out and I'm like.... I fucking tried, you followed me and she actually had the nerve to get mad. I tried to leave, she seriously ended up following me, everything is falling apart, I just wanna die...

Mississippi!

So,
Today was my first day in Mississippi, we drove in last night and got here at about 11:30 and then we woke everyone one up, they were kind of surprised but they had an idea that they were coming because my aunt has ESPN! LOL!
I enjoyed seeing everyone today though, and this weekend I can't wait until this weekend until My Allie gets here and momma hopefully. I don't have much to report though, my jet lag is alright, I get super tired and have to keep myself busy and then I am good so I sleep at night but hopefully it only lasts till Friday at the latest.
Have a wonderful night!
-Kaylan
--Song(s)- None

America!

Hey Ya'll!

This blog is going to be short, sorry but I am EXHAUSTED. I have been traveling for almost 24 hours and have been awake for longer than that, so a bed is calling my name! The flights were okay, the first wasn't that bad, I ended up sleeping a lot of it, which I liked because I didn't think I would. The second flight SUCKED, it was cramped but eh, it was short, only about 2 hours so not that bad but the last flight, from Georgia to Texas was the worse one! It was so cramped and tight and long, but I was so tired I ended up in and out of sleep when I wasn't trying to get comfortable, but we are safe and arrived back in America where we speak the language and can ready every sign and don't have to worry about getting lost and not being able to find our back! We can use every single website and see all youtube videos! Yay!!!! Anyway I am out for the night, I am going to talk to some friends before we head to the hotel. We are only going to sleep one night and then we are going to get up and drive 8 hours to Mississippi to surprise my family! We can't wait! Talk to ya'll later!
Have a wonderful night!
-Kaylan
--Song(s)- None

Almost there!

So,
Tonight is the last night in the apartment and I have all my stuff ready to go, we are going to spend tomorrow in Ramstein, once we get there anyway. We are going to get up at about 7am and then leaving here and taking the two and half hour trip to there and then we are gonna check in, hangout at the mall and sleep, go to the airport and just chill until the flight and then once we land in Texas we are going to take a night and then get up early the next morning and go to Mississippi where I will be living and we are going surprise my family. In two days, almost three days time I will be able to hold my girls in my hands!

Three Days!

Hey Ya'll,

So tonight I just felt like blogging. We went to my dads hail and fair well tonight which was basically his unit, more so his shop (the people he worked with), said goodbye to him and to us and wished us well wishes and safe travels. I am getting more and more excited as the day goes by. Technically we still have three days until we fly out of Germany but we only have two days until we leave to go to the airport, and then one day from here. But, this day is almost over so I am saying two days! Lol, tonight we are getting our laundry done and so tomorrow we can enjoy our last day downtown. We plan on going downtown and looking for boots for me to see if they have the ones I asked for, for Christmas and we are also going to just look around and probably eat at our favorite Chinese place one last time :( that part makes me kind of sad because it's super cheap for a BIG plate of food and it's SO good but I am going to back to America where they have Dominions and more than a couple good restaurants so I'm happy about that, but I will miss the Curry Wurst over here FOR SURE! THAT STUFF IS THE BOMB!
I got to talk to Tj the other night for a LONG while so I've been going to bed smiling the last few nights even though we haven't talked since then. I cherish every moment I get to have with him, OH! and some SUPER exciting news, well to me at least, he ordered a mic! I get to hear his voice again! WOOT, I'm so stoked about that! Haha.
I did find out today though that I guess I really do have no "friends" here but I suspected that a long time ago. People either don't like me at all or love me, it's never in between with people usually, well ever actually, but I thought I had one and it's just disappointing; either way, I'm not TO down about it because of everything coming up and going back to my very best friend in the whole world. I can not wait to see Jojo, I get emotional just thinking about it,
We have missed so much together, I remember being in 4th grade the second day of school and she came into my life and we have been there for each other ever since. We have talked about living together and going to prom and graduating together and going to college together, obviously we have both grown since then and while I may get to go to her prom or she may come to mine, we can't graduate together nor will we attend college together but I'll be glad to just be close to her again. I'm excited for her to be here for all that is happening and for me to be there for all that is happening with her.
I am so excited to be moving!!! Woot, you just do not know!
Well I've rambled enough, I'm off to bed!
Have a wonderful evening!
-Kaylan
--Song(s)- From here to the moon and back/ Free

Four Days!

So,
I know I have not been around lately, but I have a good excuse I promise!! Lol, so we are offically out of our house, and my younger brother and I have been done with school for a couple weeks now. We, meaning my whole 6 people family, are currently in "lodging" which means we are in a apartment that is run by a hotel that's on base. BUT, it is bigger than two small hotel rooms that I'd have to share with 4 stinky men! LOL! The only girls are my mom and I, and we don't get along all the time, especially in such a small space so we'd need space and not be able to get it, so that is for sure another plus. The movers/packers came on the 7th and 8th and they packed what we didn't and loaded it onto a truck full of crates that we won't see for supposedly 6 weeks, but knowing the Army, it will be longer but that's alright, it's stuff we are used too. The date that we fly seems so far away but it's really not, we fly on the 14th but we leave where we are to go to the airport which is 4 hours away on the 13th and we are going to just stay over night. I am SO EXCITED! It's been way to long since I have seen my family, and my GIRLS! They were 5 and 2 when we left and now they are 5 and 8! They are so big and I can't wait to just see them! I am also super excited because Tj is going to try and come for graduation, and my best friend in the whole world is also coming, Jojo, and hopefully a really good friend, Tascha and she can bring her girls. Everything just seems to be falling into place and I am so excited! A lot is going to go on in 2013 but I am very much looking forward to it! I know I have a lot to do this year because I'm moving out on my own but I think I can!
Have a wonderful night!
-Kaylan
--Song(s) playing while blogging- Man in the Mirror & It Girl<3
----That picture up there ^^, I'll be on one in 4 days!