Meridian, Spring Break, & Partying (:

Hey Ya'll!

So I am on spring break! Woot!! And I am in Meridian with my Aunt to help her with my cousin. Alyssa who is eight, has a hard time when she is away and since I am so nice and on vacation I am here with them for three days, we were here Tuesday, Wednesday and we will be here for some of tomorrow and then we are going to get my other little cousin Allie from her mamas and then we are heading home and I will have Thursday night, Friday, Saturday and Sunday at home and I will be spending it with some new friends and a new guy I met, as Tj and I are no longer together, I just didn't announce it because it wasn't a big deal, we just decided not to be together anymore as we were no longer working but hey, it's life and I've moved on and he and I are great friends.! Well anyway, yeah I am excited to get back and I can't wait to graduate!! I hope ya'll having a great night!
-Kaylan

 

The last nine weeks, research paper & 47 days!

Hey ya'll!

Like normal I've been busy with school and everything I have to do afterwards, but I wanted to blog to tell ya'll I contacted the woman I want to do my senior portraits and I am so excited!! Plus, prom is in a little over a month and while I am super excited I am also kind of sad because this will be my LAST high school event besides graduation, which I'm not sure counts! Ha! I remember being in 9th grade and promising myself I was going to go to football games and hangout with friends and go to parties and I not ONE time did any of those things, I've had a very boring high school career but I suppose that's better than having a bad one.
With graduation only 47 days I am really starting to look back and wishing I'd done things differently and realizing the things I have to do now to get my life on track after high school and it's scary.! I feel like I just started my senior year and it's almost over! I could cry, but not yet, I am sure I will cry plenty on graduation day!

Weekend!

This weekend is going to be better than most! I am determined!! Lol! The week was short but it was a very long week emotionally and I'm so glad to not have to deal with these people for two days!! Woot Woot! I am going mudding today with one of my good friends and I'm excited as I've never been. The only thing is it's gonna be a bit chilly today I have to make sure to bring something to cover my arms even though I'm sure I wont need it for long! I hope everyone's week was good and that everyone enjoys their weekend!
Have a great day!!
-Kaylan

Just Blogging

Things have been going well for the most part, the days go by faster at school the closer graduation gets here! Prom is in April and I am browsing online for the type of dress I want. I am ordering my class ring soon as well and will hopefully have it asap once it's actually ordered, I am also going to email a woman about my senior portraits so I can put out graduation invites! I am getting so excited to be done with school, the only thing I am worried about at the moment is my research paper because I literally have been there for zero of it but I am going to have to start picking it up and working on it! I remember my first blog a couple days before school started and I am just shocked at how fast time has flown by. I am down to 3 months as of today till graduation and that is so crazy to me! I just am beyond excited! I could cry! I have waited for this for so long and I have so many feelings regarding this, I feel excited, scared, relieved, worried and all of the emotions you can think of but it's a good thing. I am ready to spread wings, the only question is if my parents will let me go :p
Anyway, I am off to bed!
Have a great night!

So! I have returned!

Hey Ya'll!

I know I have been gone for a while but I should be back now that things have settled down A LOT! I have had, a lot of doctor appointments lately! But I am okay, I have a fractured my wrist but it's no biggie. I am doing well in school and I am pretty sure I aced two tests I took today considering I didn't have to really think about ANY of the questions on there and I didn't study, so I will let ya'll know how I did once I know the grades I got on the tests. I have been going through a lot in my personal life and I'm kind of getting back on my feet now. I am not going to stay on here to long though as it's 12:37am and I have to be up in 5 hours! Well I will be blogging more now, I promise! /

Have a wonderful night guys!
-Kaylan!

Falling Apart...

I thought moving down here with my family would be the right thing to do for me, but it's not seeming that way. My dad is leaving to go to school soon and I still have no license  car or anything. I may get to start school tomorrow, not only that TJ has been AWOL. I am literally feeling like I have no one to talk to, my mom won't let me do ANYTHING I am trying to start to my life and literally being suffocated down, I just don't know what to do anymore, and some other plans have... are ruined now. I just am tried of this stuff. I wish I had someone to be there for me.

-Kaylan

Sooo

Soo I should be enrolled in school soon as much as I do not want to be. I just... ugh... am not having a good time here, I found out my mom and brother are going to stay for 4 months and today my mom told me to get out and I'm like.... I fucking tried, you followed me and she actually had the nerve to get mad. I tried to leave, she seriously ended up following me, everything is falling apart, I just wanna die...

Mississippi!

So,
Today was my first day in Mississippi, we drove in last night and got here at about 11:30 and then we woke everyone one up, they were kind of surprised but they had an idea that they were coming because my aunt has ESPN! LOL!
I enjoyed seeing everyone today though, and this weekend I can't wait until this weekend until My Allie gets here and momma hopefully. I don't have much to report though, my jet lag is alright, I get super tired and have to keep myself busy and then I am good so I sleep at night but hopefully it only lasts till Friday at the latest.
Have a wonderful night!
-Kaylan
--Song(s)- None

America!

Hey Ya'll!

This blog is going to be short, sorry but I am EXHAUSTED. I have been traveling for almost 24 hours and have been awake for longer than that, so a bed is calling my name! The flights were okay, the first wasn't that bad, I ended up sleeping a lot of it, which I liked because I didn't think I would. The second flight SUCKED, it was cramped but eh, it was short, only about 2 hours so not that bad but the last flight, from Georgia to Texas was the worse one! It was so cramped and tight and long, but I was so tired I ended up in and out of sleep when I wasn't trying to get comfortable, but we are safe and arrived back in America where we speak the language and can ready every sign and don't have to worry about getting lost and not being able to find our back! We can use every single website and see all youtube videos! Yay!!!! Anyway I am out for the night, I am going to talk to some friends before we head to the hotel. We are only going to sleep one night and then we are going to get up and drive 8 hours to Mississippi to surprise my family! We can't wait! Talk to ya'll later!
Have a wonderful night!
-Kaylan
--Song(s)- None

Almost there!

So,
Tonight is the last night in the apartment and I have all my stuff ready to go, we are going to spend tomorrow in Ramstein, once we get there anyway. We are going to get up at about 7am and then leaving here and taking the two and half hour trip to there and then we are gonna check in, hangout at the mall and sleep, go to the airport and just chill until the flight and then once we land in Texas we are going to take a night and then get up early the next morning and go to Mississippi where I will be living and we are going surprise my family. In two days, almost three days time I will be able to hold my girls in my hands!