Has it been a while?

Hey ya'll!

      So it's been a couple days... to say the least. ha. So anyway, I won't bore you with an excuse because I don't really have one anyway... just nothing to blog about or the want to really. I will be in school again in about two weeks and I'm actually really excited to start, I just have to complete the mandatory modules first and then I will be okay to make an appointment with someone in admissions and then sign up for classes online and I'm going to take four I think with one probably being a math refresher because... well let's face it... I just SUCK at math but hey it's alright lol. We all have the subjects we like and the ones were good at and for me that is history and writing/English. My aunt passed away so I was in Mississippi for a couple days  (not sure if I have mentioned that yet) and also recently I found out that I will be getting another niece or nephew! I am so excited! I've nicknamed it baby B for now but we should find out in a new weeks if it's a baby boy or girl and I'm so hoping boy because I already have a niece from my best friend and I know a baby boy would be beautiful. I am going to be very busy this summer though because my she is also graduating and getting married so lots of trips this summer and I couldn't be more excited! Anyway... not much else to report.. today has been just very chill and relaxing with BEAUTIFUL weather and it's a nice change from the yo-yo crap we've been having! Anyway, I am going to and I hope you're all having a wonderful day!

Have a blessed day!
-Kaylan

Home

So,

    I have some bad news and good news. So I am home in Mississippi right now because my Aunt has passed away and that is the bad news but the good news is I am home and I get to see everyone and I get to be around family. We are having the funeral tomorrow, the wake and funeral in one day. I have been spending time with Bridgette and my niece Gracie and also my sister. I am glad to see everyone I just wish it were on better terms really but hey you gotta take the good with the bad right. I am alright, well as okay as I can be and I'm taking it one day at home. I am finally starting school soon and excited but I wish I didn't have to go back to Texas! I like Texas and all but I love being home and being around my family and friends.
Well I can't think of anything else to update on. We're going to be home for a few more days.
Have a wonderful day...
-Kaylan

This is getting REALLY old!

Hey ya'll

    So as I posted in my last blog, I called my high school for a SECOND time for a copy of transcripts (at least I think I told ya'll...) She said if I sent her another email with the photos of my ID card that she would send them out the next morning and that was a week ago! This is really getting on my nerves now... I want to start school and I can't until they do their job! I know I no longer attend Hancock but I had to (unfortunately) graduate from that school that always employs the "good ole boy" program... I made the best of it and I was glad to just to graduate I didn't care where it was from... not that I really had a choice.. it was either graduate their where I would be near family or move to Texas where I am and know NO ONE and go to school being a STRANGER.... again. But this is really bugging me now, so if my mother and I get to home after Christmas I am going up to the school and I am not leaving until I have sealed copy in my hand since they can't seem to do their job right! I mean really... THE GUIDANCE OFFICE DOESN'T EVEN OPEN UNTIL AFTER NOON... AT A SCHOOL WITH LIKE 3000 KIDS....!!! WHAT KINDA CRAP IS THAT?! It's stupid, so not only did I have to wait to call them I have twice now and I do not know why I have yet to receive them.. I am also going to sit down and have a talk with someone and handle my business because, yeah I graduated but if I call and ask for my transcripts... that is your job honey bun! Ugh Rant over!!! In other news, I am not really feeling the Christmas Spirit like I wish I was... I am doing much better after my kidney stone last week and haven't had to take a lot of the heavy pain meds they gave me. I am going with my parents today to get a few things for the house and I am kinda excited because I never go anywhere. Lol I am also so close to being done with my niece's blanket I started making about a month ago so we will see how she likes it! Other than that there isn't much else to report on!
Have a blessed day!
-Kaylan

I had to call...

So,

I ended up having to call HHS to get my transcripts sent out, she said she'd sent them before and if she did or not I did not receive them. I had to resend the email again and attach the photos of my IDs once again which wasn't that big of deal seeing as I still had them. Other then that there isn't much going on... I did get baptized and I'm not sure why I was ever nervous because it was nothing like I expected but I am glad that I did it and that I can watch it anytime I want since we recorded it. I should be starting college in January and I'm just ready to start at this point and not even really excited or nervous about it, I just am ready to get my life started, I like always am still applying to jobs with no luck so far but hopefully I can find one soon at least on that is temporary so I can get some type of experience and that way someone will hire me a different time! My cousin had her baby boy, Gabriel Christian! He is such a cutie I love him already and I haven't even met him yet which I can NOT wait to do! Well there isn't much else to report on.
Have a blessed day...
-Kaylan

Applying for jobs and re-emailing for my transcripts!

Hey ya'll!

    So I've had some things going on lately! Good things! For one.... I have decided to be baptized  I am a little nervous about it but I know that I need to and that it's the best thing for me. Also, I just applied for three jobs so I am really hoping to hear back from one of them at least if not more! I am also emailing again tonight for my transcripts so that I can get them asap! Anyway there really isn't anything else going on other than that but I figured I would update ya'll!
Have a blessed night!
-Kaylan

Transcripts and college!

So,

I know I just posted the other day and I usually don't post this often but I honestly just felt like typing, lol.
I am going to be emailing to get my transcripts tomorrow and then as soon as I get them in I am applying to FASFA and then I will be picking 3 maybe 4 classes so that way I can kind of dip my toes in and see how well I can do and get the hang of college. I am still looking for a job but not as seriously, so that's good news I suppose. I rearranged my room and I am so glad I did, I have so much more room and I actually feel like... It's a decent sized room as to before it just seemed so tiny that you could barely move, and I am doing all that I can do keep it picked up! I have a bad habit of just throwing things on the floor when I am tired so we will see how that goes! I am getting so excited to start college but also scared I am sooo hoping to go home to Mississippi for Christmas so I can see my best friend my niece, also my newest little cousin will be arriving around December 26th and I am beyond excited to meet him, it's been a little more than 6 years since we have had a baby around so I know everyone will be enjoying it! I have still been going to church and bible study and praying more and I am so much happier than I was before and I have peace and I am just so thankful to have the Lord in my life! Anyway, So I am going to go to the apple store to get my iPhone replaced! My lock button doesn't work all the time and my phone isn't charging correctly; it will stay at 5,6,7% etc for the longest time and then it will go backwards before it charges like it's supposed to and I am lucky enough to have the apple care plan and just be able to go get it replaced! So I will be doing that sometime this week hopefully but if not this week then on the weekend! Anyway, I am exhausted so I am going to head to bed!
Have a blessed night!
-Kaylan(:

Change, Change, Change!

Hey again ya'll!

     So, there has been quite a bit that has gone on in the two months I have been MIA. I am sorry about that by the way, I honestly just didn't have anything blog about...Lol, well I am going to be getting my transcripts soon so I will be able to start college, yay and super scary at the same time! Lol, I know I can do it though. Rodrigo and I are no longer together but it is what it is. I am alright with it, I miss him a little bit but I am keeping busy. Anyway, I have been going to church more and praying more as well and I can see how much God has changed my life already and I am so beyond thankful for that! I have been up all night, and I did not wake until... about  4pm yesterday so I am going to stay up for as long as I possibly can today so that way I can get some much needed things done! I am going to go through clothes and really clear out what I do, and do not wear and also what I need and don't, I tend to hold on to things I don't really need out of fear that if I get rid of it, then I will need it and I won't have it but it's irrational, so I am going to do some major cleaning today. I am getting more and more excited to start college, I am still considering nursing but I am also considering becoming a crime scene investigator even though my mother doesn't think I should do that, I can see her point but that stuff has kind of always peaked my interest. Anyway, I suppose I am going to get ready for my day of cleaning.!
Have a blessed day ya'll!
-Kaylan

Such a good day.....NOT!

Hey Ya'll,

           So today... I am not having a good day, as the title says and I just need to talk about it and since I have no friends really and my boyfriend is playing soccer, I am going to just blog about it. I feel really alone today, my mom is in Mississippi with my family, (she's coming home tomorrow) and all I have here in the house is all boys and I know I can talk to my dad but I don't really wanna talk to my dad about something I feel stupid about as it is. I am not going go into a lot of detail because of certain people who may or may not read the blog. I just feel like I am stupid for feeling the way that I feel. I know I am high maintenance emotionally and I hate that about myself and I am working on it but I also feel like I am not totally unjustified in my feelings. These feelings aren't from no where, I have a reason for them that I think it a good reason, or maybe again I am just being unreasonable. I know that both are possibly the case. In my past relationships, I was never first... or even in the top 3 sometimes in the top 5. I don't want to be first, I don't want someone's life to revolve around me... I just wanted to be part of it! I've let my life revolve around someone before and it was no good, it ended bad and I was crushed so I want to have a life of my own apart from my relationship and I want him to have his as well, but that doesn't mean that I don't want to be a big part of it. Anyway, I know I am just complaining and I normally don't and I don't like too but I need to vent or I am going to go INSANE! Alright, well I think I might be done... and I do feel a little better so now I am just going to rearrange my room and see if that helps to keep my mind busy! I hope ya'll's day is going better than mine!

-Kaylan

College??

Hey ya'll!!

     So I was right in my last blog, I was to late to start on the "first" day most people have but yesterday (8/26) I went to the education center on post and got some information about colleges with two year programs here locally and today... I applied! I felt so crazy but I did it! Tomorrow I have to call the school I graduated from to get a sealed copy of my transcript and then soon after I have to apply for fasfa and I should be started school in late October! I am so excited, a little scared but yeah... WAY EXCITED! I can't wait to become a nurse... it might take 4 years but really.. that's not that long! I thought that when I started high school and if you go back and read my previous blogs you can see that looking back on it, it was just like... a blink of my eye! So yes, I am sooo looking forward to start college and get the party going!

I do have some sad news though :( Well sad to me, I have to miss my best friend's baby girl's birthday party :( I hate that, but I am going to send her something and face time with her for sure on the day of her birthday! It's only been like two and half months ago but it feels like forever :( the good thing though is that next time my mom goes home, I am probably going to go with her so I can see my family! Well, it is getting pretty late here and I want to get up early tomorrow so I am going to get!
-Kaylan

I've decided and good news!!

Hey ya'll!

     So I thought I'd let you in, I have decided to keep making blogs, even if I don't have much of an audience. I am making these for me. So my news, I met someone, not the guy from before... we decided to go our own ways. I met someone here, he is amazing and I'm excited to see what happens between he and I in the future. I am looking into colleges but I can't get in anywhere this semester it is looking like, but that's whatever I suppose. I am still job hunting with no luck! Things are still tough but I am making it through. I have been going to church and praying more and I think that has a lot to do with it.
Have a great day!!

-Kaylan