Weekend!

This weekend is going to be better than most! I am determined!! Lol! The week was short but it was a very long week emotionally and I'm so glad to not have to deal with these people for two days!! Woot Woot! I am going mudding today with one of my good friends and I'm excited as I've never been. The only thing is it's gonna be a bit chilly today I have to make sure to bring something to cover my arms even though I'm sure I wont need it for long! I hope everyone's week was good and that everyone enjoys their weekend!
Have a great day!!
-Kaylan

Just Blogging

Things have been going well for the most part, the days go by faster at school the closer graduation gets here! Prom is in April and I am browsing online for the type of dress I want. I am ordering my class ring soon as well and will hopefully have it asap once it's actually ordered, I am also going to email a woman about my senior portraits so I can put out graduation invites! I am getting so excited to be done with school, the only thing I am worried about at the moment is my research paper because I literally have been there for zero of it but I am going to have to start picking it up and working on it! I remember my first blog a couple days before school started and I am just shocked at how fast time has flown by. I am down to 3 months as of today till graduation and that is so crazy to me! I just am beyond excited! I could cry! I have waited for this for so long and I have so many feelings regarding this, I feel excited, scared, relieved, worried and all of the emotions you can think of but it's a good thing. I am ready to spread wings, the only question is if my parents will let me go :p
Anyway, I am off to bed!
Have a great night!

So! I have returned!

Hey Ya'll!

I know I have been gone for a while but I should be back now that things have settled down A LOT! I have had, a lot of doctor appointments lately! But I am okay, I have a fractured my wrist but it's no biggie. I am doing well in school and I am pretty sure I aced two tests I took today considering I didn't have to really think about ANY of the questions on there and I didn't study, so I will let ya'll know how I did once I know the grades I got on the tests. I have been going through a lot in my personal life and I'm kind of getting back on my feet now. I am not going to stay on here to long though as it's 12:37am and I have to be up in 5 hours! Well I will be blogging more now, I promise! /

Have a wonderful night guys!
-Kaylan!

Falling Apart...

I thought moving down here with my family would be the right thing to do for me, but it's not seeming that way. My dad is leaving to go to school soon and I still have no license  car or anything. I may get to start school tomorrow, not only that TJ has been AWOL. I am literally feeling like I have no one to talk to, my mom won't let me do ANYTHING I am trying to start to my life and literally being suffocated down, I just don't know what to do anymore, and some other plans have... are ruined now. I just am tried of this stuff. I wish I had someone to be there for me.

-Kaylan

Sooo

Soo I should be enrolled in school soon as much as I do not want to be. I just... ugh... am not having a good time here, I found out my mom and brother are going to stay for 4 months and today my mom told me to get out and I'm like.... I fucking tried, you followed me and she actually had the nerve to get mad. I tried to leave, she seriously ended up following me, everything is falling apart, I just wanna die...

Mississippi!

So,
Today was my first day in Mississippi, we drove in last night and got here at about 11:30 and then we woke everyone one up, they were kind of surprised but they had an idea that they were coming because my aunt has ESPN! LOL!
I enjoyed seeing everyone today though, and this weekend I can't wait until this weekend until My Allie gets here and momma hopefully. I don't have much to report though, my jet lag is alright, I get super tired and have to keep myself busy and then I am good so I sleep at night but hopefully it only lasts till Friday at the latest.
Have a wonderful night!
-Kaylan
--Song(s)- None

America!

Hey Ya'll!

This blog is going to be short, sorry but I am EXHAUSTED. I have been traveling for almost 24 hours and have been awake for longer than that, so a bed is calling my name! The flights were okay, the first wasn't that bad, I ended up sleeping a lot of it, which I liked because I didn't think I would. The second flight SUCKED, it was cramped but eh, it was short, only about 2 hours so not that bad but the last flight, from Georgia to Texas was the worse one! It was so cramped and tight and long, but I was so tired I ended up in and out of sleep when I wasn't trying to get comfortable, but we are safe and arrived back in America where we speak the language and can ready every sign and don't have to worry about getting lost and not being able to find our back! We can use every single website and see all youtube videos! Yay!!!! Anyway I am out for the night, I am going to talk to some friends before we head to the hotel. We are only going to sleep one night and then we are going to get up and drive 8 hours to Mississippi to surprise my family! We can't wait! Talk to ya'll later!
Have a wonderful night!
-Kaylan
--Song(s)- None

Almost there!

So,
Tonight is the last night in the apartment and I have all my stuff ready to go, we are going to spend tomorrow in Ramstein, once we get there anyway. We are going to get up at about 7am and then leaving here and taking the two and half hour trip to there and then we are gonna check in, hangout at the mall and sleep, go to the airport and just chill until the flight and then once we land in Texas we are going to take a night and then get up early the next morning and go to Mississippi where I will be living and we are going surprise my family. In two days, almost three days time I will be able to hold my girls in my hands!

Three Days!

Hey Ya'll,

So tonight I just felt like blogging. We went to my dads hail and fair well tonight which was basically his unit, more so his shop (the people he worked with), said goodbye to him and to us and wished us well wishes and safe travels. I am getting more and more excited as the day goes by. Technically we still have three days until we fly out of Germany but we only have two days until we leave to go to the airport, and then one day from here. But, this day is almost over so I am saying two days! Lol, tonight we are getting our laundry done and so tomorrow we can enjoy our last day downtown. We plan on going downtown and looking for boots for me to see if they have the ones I asked for, for Christmas and we are also going to just look around and probably eat at our favorite Chinese place one last time :( that part makes me kind of sad because it's super cheap for a BIG plate of food and it's SO good but I am going to back to America where they have Dominions and more than a couple good restaurants so I'm happy about that, but I will miss the Curry Wurst over here FOR SURE! THAT STUFF IS THE BOMB!
I got to talk to Tj the other night for a LONG while so I've been going to bed smiling the last few nights even though we haven't talked since then. I cherish every moment I get to have with him, OH! and some SUPER exciting news, well to me at least, he ordered a mic! I get to hear his voice again! WOOT, I'm so stoked about that! Haha.
I did find out today though that I guess I really do have no "friends" here but I suspected that a long time ago. People either don't like me at all or love me, it's never in between with people usually, well ever actually, but I thought I had one and it's just disappointing; either way, I'm not TO down about it because of everything coming up and going back to my very best friend in the whole world. I can not wait to see Jojo, I get emotional just thinking about it,
We have missed so much together, I remember being in 4th grade the second day of school and she came into my life and we have been there for each other ever since. We have talked about living together and going to prom and graduating together and going to college together, obviously we have both grown since then and while I may get to go to her prom or she may come to mine, we can't graduate together nor will we attend college together but I'll be glad to just be close to her again. I'm excited for her to be here for all that is happening and for me to be there for all that is happening with her.
I am so excited to be moving!!! Woot, you just do not know!
Well I've rambled enough, I'm off to bed!
Have a wonderful evening!
-Kaylan
--Song(s)- From here to the moon and back/ Free

Four Days!

So,
I know I have not been around lately, but I have a good excuse I promise!! Lol, so we are offically out of our house, and my younger brother and I have been done with school for a couple weeks now. We, meaning my whole 6 people family, are currently in "lodging" which means we are in a apartment that is run by a hotel that's on base. BUT, it is bigger than two small hotel rooms that I'd have to share with 4 stinky men! LOL! The only girls are my mom and I, and we don't get along all the time, especially in such a small space so we'd need space and not be able to get it, so that is for sure another plus. The movers/packers came on the 7th and 8th and they packed what we didn't and loaded it onto a truck full of crates that we won't see for supposedly 6 weeks, but knowing the Army, it will be longer but that's alright, it's stuff we are used too. The date that we fly seems so far away but it's really not, we fly on the 14th but we leave where we are to go to the airport which is 4 hours away on the 13th and we are going to just stay over night. I am SO EXCITED! It's been way to long since I have seen my family, and my GIRLS! They were 5 and 2 when we left and now they are 5 and 8! They are so big and I can't wait to just see them! I am also super excited because Tj is going to try and come for graduation, and my best friend in the whole world is also coming, Jojo, and hopefully a really good friend, Tascha and she can bring her girls. Everything just seems to be falling into place and I am so excited! A lot is going to go on in 2013 but I am very much looking forward to it! I know I have a lot to do this year because I'm moving out on my own but I think I can!
Have a wonderful night!
-Kaylan
--Song(s) playing while blogging- Man in the Mirror & It Girl<3
----That picture up there ^^, I'll be on one in 4 days!