Mississippi!

So,
Today was my first day in Mississippi, we drove in last night and got here at about 11:30 and then we woke everyone one up, they were kind of surprised but they had an idea that they were coming because my aunt has ESPN! LOL!
I enjoyed seeing everyone today though, and this weekend I can't wait until this weekend until My Allie gets here and momma hopefully. I don't have much to report though, my jet lag is alright, I get super tired and have to keep myself busy and then I am good so I sleep at night but hopefully it only lasts till Friday at the latest.
Have a wonderful night!
-Kaylan
--Song(s)- None

America!

Hey Ya'll!

This blog is going to be short, sorry but I am EXHAUSTED. I have been traveling for almost 24 hours and have been awake for longer than that, so a bed is calling my name! The flights were okay, the first wasn't that bad, I ended up sleeping a lot of it, which I liked because I didn't think I would. The second flight SUCKED, it was cramped but eh, it was short, only about 2 hours so not that bad but the last flight, from Georgia to Texas was the worse one! It was so cramped and tight and long, but I was so tired I ended up in and out of sleep when I wasn't trying to get comfortable, but we are safe and arrived back in America where we speak the language and can ready every sign and don't have to worry about getting lost and not being able to find our back! We can use every single website and see all youtube videos! Yay!!!! Anyway I am out for the night, I am going to talk to some friends before we head to the hotel. We are only going to sleep one night and then we are going to get up and drive 8 hours to Mississippi to surprise my family! We can't wait! Talk to ya'll later!
Have a wonderful night!
-Kaylan
--Song(s)- None

Almost there!

So,
Tonight is the last night in the apartment and I have all my stuff ready to go, we are going to spend tomorrow in Ramstein, once we get there anyway. We are going to get up at about 7am and then leaving here and taking the two and half hour trip to there and then we are gonna check in, hangout at the mall and sleep, go to the airport and just chill until the flight and then once we land in Texas we are going to take a night and then get up early the next morning and go to Mississippi where I will be living and we are going surprise my family. In two days, almost three days time I will be able to hold my girls in my hands!

Three Days!

Hey Ya'll,

So tonight I just felt like blogging. We went to my dads hail and fair well tonight which was basically his unit, more so his shop (the people he worked with), said goodbye to him and to us and wished us well wishes and safe travels. I am getting more and more excited as the day goes by. Technically we still have three days until we fly out of Germany but we only have two days until we leave to go to the airport, and then one day from here. But, this day is almost over so I am saying two days! Lol, tonight we are getting our laundry done and so tomorrow we can enjoy our last day downtown. We plan on going downtown and looking for boots for me to see if they have the ones I asked for, for Christmas and we are also going to just look around and probably eat at our favorite Chinese place one last time :( that part makes me kind of sad because it's super cheap for a BIG plate of food and it's SO good but I am going to back to America where they have Dominions and more than a couple good restaurants so I'm happy about that, but I will miss the Curry Wurst over here FOR SURE! THAT STUFF IS THE BOMB!
I got to talk to Tj the other night for a LONG while so I've been going to bed smiling the last few nights even though we haven't talked since then. I cherish every moment I get to have with him, OH! and some SUPER exciting news, well to me at least, he ordered a mic! I get to hear his voice again! WOOT, I'm so stoked about that! Haha.
I did find out today though that I guess I really do have no "friends" here but I suspected that a long time ago. People either don't like me at all or love me, it's never in between with people usually, well ever actually, but I thought I had one and it's just disappointing; either way, I'm not TO down about it because of everything coming up and going back to my very best friend in the whole world. I can not wait to see Jojo, I get emotional just thinking about it,
We have missed so much together, I remember being in 4th grade the second day of school and she came into my life and we have been there for each other ever since. We have talked about living together and going to prom and graduating together and going to college together, obviously we have both grown since then and while I may get to go to her prom or she may come to mine, we can't graduate together nor will we attend college together but I'll be glad to just be close to her again. I'm excited for her to be here for all that is happening and for me to be there for all that is happening with her.
I am so excited to be moving!!! Woot, you just do not know!
Well I've rambled enough, I'm off to bed!
Have a wonderful evening!
-Kaylan
--Song(s)- From here to the moon and back/ Free

Four Days!

So,
I know I have not been around lately, but I have a good excuse I promise!! Lol, so we are offically out of our house, and my younger brother and I have been done with school for a couple weeks now. We, meaning my whole 6 people family, are currently in "lodging" which means we are in a apartment that is run by a hotel that's on base. BUT, it is bigger than two small hotel rooms that I'd have to share with 4 stinky men! LOL! The only girls are my mom and I, and we don't get along all the time, especially in such a small space so we'd need space and not be able to get it, so that is for sure another plus. The movers/packers came on the 7th and 8th and they packed what we didn't and loaded it onto a truck full of crates that we won't see for supposedly 6 weeks, but knowing the Army, it will be longer but that's alright, it's stuff we are used too. The date that we fly seems so far away but it's really not, we fly on the 14th but we leave where we are to go to the airport which is 4 hours away on the 13th and we are going to just stay over night. I am SO EXCITED! It's been way to long since I have seen my family, and my GIRLS! They were 5 and 2 when we left and now they are 5 and 8! They are so big and I can't wait to just see them! I am also super excited because Tj is going to try and come for graduation, and my best friend in the whole world is also coming, Jojo, and hopefully a really good friend, Tascha and she can bring her girls. Everything just seems to be falling into place and I am so excited! A lot is going to go on in 2013 but I am very much looking forward to it! I know I have a lot to do this year because I'm moving out on my own but I think I can!
Have a wonderful night!
-Kaylan
--Song(s) playing while blogging- Man in the Mirror & It Girl<3
----That picture up there ^^, I'll be on one in 4 days!

School and Moving!

So
I am done with my time at SHS everyone and I could not be more excited about that! I passed all my classes and I now have 25 credits! Holy Crap that's a lot! I am moving in January and I have about a week until the movers come and pack up my house, I'll still have my computer, no worries and internet access the whole time. I'll still update! Thanks yall!
Merry Christmas!!
-Kaylan

Warm Wishes on the Holidays!

I hope everyone had a wonderful holiday! I loved spending time with my family and I can't wait to be with my family so very soon. I got the chance to talk to my babe and that was amazing, he messaged me just to tell me he loved me, made me smile SO big! I hope everyone had an amazing Holiday! and I got a new LAPTOP so I can post more often now! Thanks for being understand ya'll!
-Kaylan

Bullying...

So I know everyone who has a blog has some type of blog about bullying... welp... here is mine. I've been bullied since I was very young, about 4th grade. I developed MUCH faster than most girls and was out of training bra and into a real B-cup sized bra at that age, plus I started menstruating... I know that's TMI. I also started to gain weight, I was always super thin up until that point and then I just started to put on weight, a little at a time but over the years it got worse and as girls caught up in development and my growth stopped ( I was also the tallest girl in my class until about 6th grade) and other girls caught up to me, the bullying got worse, I would be told things like "You're so fat that your bra just squeezes it together and makes you look like you have boobs" or "You HAVE to stuff your bra" or "You're a fat ass", etc. Kids were awful to me and it got worse the older I got, when I started to like boys well my weight was no help, other skinny little girls had boyfriends (looking back now I know that young it shouldn't matter) and I was also just the one who never really went to the cool places to hang out or had very many friends. I began to be very introverted and I learned very quickly to work on my own and I still to this day would rather work on my own than in a group of people.
As I got older it continued to get worse kids would make whale noises as I walked by or elephant noises or boom sounds as I stepped or would push/shove me etc. So for the longest time I was a bully, I had a specific group of friends all who were inferior to me in one way or another and I was pretty much in charge and I loved that. I loved knowing that these people wouldn't make fun of me etc. I eventually stopped and just learned to deal with it and I've become a strong woman today because what I've been through, now I NEVER go out of my way to hurt someone's feelings or be rude to someone, there are people I don't get along with of course. I used to be super quite so I'm pretty much the opposite of how I was then. I'm loud, opinionated and I really don't care what anyone has to say about it. I'm a strong minded, strong willed woman who won't settle for less than she deserves, but I am still bullied and left out by my group of people. I mean I love them but now I pay no mind to it so yeah. I do stand up for myself. If they give me attitude or are rude to me and I can tell they are trying to be rude, I snap back at them and It's funny when I see the look on their face but anyway, yeah bullying sucks... seriously... it caused major depression for me and a long time for me to even like myself and I'm still working on me.... So yeah...
-Kaylan

News!

Hey ya'll!
So I have some news, well a couple different things actually! I found out I'm moving! Holy crap and very soon, I'm not going to disclose the location, for two reasons; 1) It's not official and 2) This IS the internet!
Well school is great, I'm passing all my classes and have all good grades, nothing below an 85! I'm gonna be a very busy girl soon! I have three weeks of school left before we PCS, (Don't ask) and then I'll be back stateside! Woohoo! I also have some other news, I have a new/old flame back in my life. We had a thing a while back and we recently reconnected and we pretty much picked up where we left off, it's great so far and I'm excited to see where it goes! Hmm, like I said I'm going to be super busy here soon, so I will update if I can and I'm not sure how long it will be till I have net once I am back stateside but I'll try to update as much as possible. That's all for now! I hope everyone's Thanksgiving was great! Mine was awesome!
Have a good day/night!
-Kaylan

Quick Update!

Nothing bad! My grades are good, I got the final ones for this quarter but I am not going to share until the end of the semester! Eddie and I broke up but it was for the better with the issues we were having, but were still friends and will talk again when there is no weirdness, it's been about 4 days so there is still awkwardness but I'm not sad, so no worries. I broke it off with him, but I really don't wanna get into it any deeper. School is going great though, I feel like I'm finally getting the handle on things! I just hope it stays that way when I move. I started going through my room today and got rid of A LOT, but hey it had to go! Anyway, It's 11:30 here and I've gotta get to bed! So have a nice night/day ya'll!
-Kaylan